By Tonilia Eli
Back at high school, one of our literature teachers always reminded us to join Dr. Esprit’s program when we got to college. She repeated it over and over so I was sure that I would not forget. In fact, at Dominica State College’s orientation, Dr. Esprit delivered her speech and I really enjoyed it; her charisma was appealing and her whole aura grabs your attention. I knew then that I really wanted to be a part of her institution. However, I was having mixed feelings when I found out that it was a research institute. Honestly, I thought that it sounded rather boring and I immediately changed my mind; but I could not stop thinking about all the possibilities that it could bring. My sister told me that Create is a very interesting group and although she was not a member, she highlighted all the things they had done, one of which were field trips which I really love. So I figured, why not?
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rview had to be done before we could become members and I was beyond nervous. What were they going to ask me? Will I be accepted? Questions were coursing through my mind only to find out that the interview was actually really simple and fun. The directors were really friendly and welcoming and they reassured me that I would surely adapt to the create life.
Being new at the college, my schedule kept changing, different events and different times. It was really frustrating, but I eventually calmed myself and spoke to my directors. Their words of encouragement and reassurance was enough to keep me going; I was convinced that I will adapt in time, especially when keeping up with the hours, the projects, school and other extra-curricular.
I was petrified at the thought of the projects, not because of what they required but the kind of quality that was expected. I made sure to remind myself to do them to the best of my ability and although I am quite shy, to always ask for help if needed. It really is a lot of hard work and requires sufficient time to get done but I am willing and able to step forward to this challenge. I’ve never enjoyed doing research so much, but one of our first projects was for History week, with the theme Building Communities:1838-1938. I am not a fan of history but I cannot complain about my work so far. Although, sometimes I feel like I’m not doing it right, I know that everything worth loving takes time.
Sometimes, situations prohibit me from giving my best on my projects, but I am content with every individual at Create Caribbean. Their motivational words are warm and straight forward. They allow me to crack a laugh at times when I cannot seem to find it. At every meeting I attend, the kind of passion that Dr. Esprit speaks with about the institute ignites a feeling of worth within me; a feeling that reminds me that I must do my best to make her proud and be prepared for the future. She always reminds us that Create is not an extra-curricular, but a co-curricular that opens doors for our futures and it is ideal preparation for what to expect in the working world.
I love being an intern at Create Caribbean. It is really fun, and I know the fun has only just begun. It teaches a lot too; how to manage time, and how to effectively deal with projects. It maybe a lot of hard work that will take some getting used to, but so far, I wouldn’t trade this experience for the world.